POODLED

IVE SAID IT BEFORE AND ILL SAY IT AGAIN - YOU CANNOT BEAT A POODLE.

HE IS SOOOOOOOOOO NAUGHTY,

WHICH IS WHY I LIKE HIM SO.

AS I TYPE HE HAS HIS FOOT IN MY EAR AND HAS JUST CHEWED THE RUG

ENOUGH OF THE DEEP .....

About to watch the season finale of HOUSE -
deep joy -
r x

QUEST FOR LOVE AND HAPPINESS

From the minute we are concious, everyone is essentially on a quest for love and happiness.
however we are treated, we long for a parents love and approval and the search for happiness in which ever way we can find it, and try many ways. every friendship, and relationship is in fact just part of this search. I observe people trying many different ways to find it, looking for it in drugs, drink, relationships, material things, saving the world, marrying well matched partners who will give them a sense of normalcy - a family, seeking always for love and happiness - and if it sounds like i am being judgmental and sneering, i am guilty of all myself - apart from the marriage thing - ha
i dont believe that all life is suffering, i seek for love and happiness in everything i do - and many times i find it.
Normal can fuck off.
I want it all.

Have a good day,
love rach xx

foxy

im too ashamed to look you in the eye. i appear to be wearing fox all in one pyjamas, and you cant see, but i also have a poodle on my lap. 

hahahahhahah x x x 

IN THE COUNTRY

Weekend in the country - frolicking in the fields like a fine young filly (in my mind - lets not address the reality)
Heaven.
R x

PEOPLE OF THE PAST

Today i have been thinking about people i loved who i don't see or speak with anymore.
Its a sad fact. Sometimes because i have been unforgiving, and sometime it is they - i have a perpensity to impulsive drama you know.

Quite honestly - i don't have resentments anymore, but hope they know the peace and happiness i myself seek.

Don't get me started on my inner child.

R x x

ps perhaps i should write about what im wearing tomorrow. my philosophical moments bore even me, so god knows how you all feel about it.

SKRAPOVSKY

Enough of the deep stuff.
Here is a pic of Skrapovsky - i miss him when i am in london. he has taken to eating spinach and salmon and has just had a very nice day on the islands by Cannes.

ASK YOURSELF THIS -

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU WERE UNAFRAID?

THE HEART

THE HEART DOESN'T NEED CONVINCING - THE HEART KNOWS
R x

ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO TAKE A GOOD PHOTO ON THE BLOODY I-MAC

i am on the phone here being played elevator music - hence the expression, but im sure i dont look like this?.... and you just can't capture my inner spiritual shine in such a form. 

all good here - have started work project - very exciting.

happy happy joy joy

rachel x

MISCHIEF MISCHIEF

There is a naughty side to me - 

this is what it looks like.

rarely captured on camera, 

age about 6

R x