Monday 28 February 2011

TALK TO HER

Up in Dawns Crack. Didnt sleep well. Head full of music and words. Will be working on TALK TO HER song today which is called While you Sleep.
x

ONE VERSE - ONE CHORUS - GHOSTS DONT CRY - VOLVER



here is one verse and chorus of Ghosts Dont Cry - inspired by VOLVER.
A rough mix with a demo vocal, you'll hear the rest on Sunday when they are all finished.

love love love
Rachel x

BE STILL

In order to write,  i have to do only 2 things.

1. stay in one spot and be still
2. have a quiet mind

Sounds easy doesnt it.
For someone who lives on coffee and cigarettes, doesnt meditate, spends an awful lot of time in self obsession and has an ego the size of a dragon - its not so easy.

But once i get out of my own way, its not so bad. xxxxxxx
love love love

VOLVER IN PROGRESS







lyrics so far - first draft - unedited and not complete -


GHOSTS DON’T CRY
VOLVER

You thought that I was dead
But underneath the bed, I hide.
Laying flowers on my grave
The east wind blows the years away
So unkind

Im so sorry that I lied,
I had no choice, I had to hide
And leave the ashes far behind me.
The other lovers I forgave
I always looked another way
And didn’t see the sin before me


Behind these shuttered windows
Ev’ry day I live In purgatory/endless guilt
For being blind to such a crime,
Till you embrace me,
Ev’ry day I’ll die


But now I hope you’ll understand
The bloody knife still in your hand
Your husband in the freezer
The devil burning in his bed
He didn’t wake till he was dead
After all he could to please her

VOICE OVER IN SPANISH –

“I NEED YOU MUM
I DON’T KNOW HOW IVE LIVED ALL THESE YEARS WITHOUT YOU

DON’T SAY THAT
I’LL START TO CRY
AND GHOSTS DON’T CRY”



I could feel how you despised
I saw the hatred in your eyes
But  Couldn’t hear the silence
I understand you had to leave
And take the secret far from me,
Your sister child inside you.

Behind this door I’ll be
With you across the street from me,
We’ll hide.
Ev’ry kiss, a minute made
From fourteen years of empty space inside.

So the sinners turn to dust,
The victims of a deadly lust
?
?

BACKING TRACK FOR VOLVER - 
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GHOSTS DON'T CRY - VOLVER

Having coffee break. Have made real headway with the lyrics to VOLVER.
here i will share with you the first 2 lines  -

Sunday 27 February 2011

IT BEGINS

Up early - washed and dressed, and about to go down into my studio.
dont know what i will start on first. But i have a terrier, a coffee and a pen.
thats all you could ever need.
r x

TIE ME UP,

TIE ME UP, TIE ME DOWN,
CALL ME A WHORE,
I'LL CALL YOU A CLOWN

PURE GENIUS

Friday 25 February 2011

STUDIO IN WAITING

Watched VOLVER last night. If  i hadnt worked in a crematorium for 2 years, i would have cried.

Thursday 24 February 2011

VALBONNE AND SKRAPOVSKY

Lunch today in Valbonne - heaven. Meet Skrappy - lovingly called Skrapovsky by my friend Zanna who takes care of him when i am in england. he was a runt - no one wanted him. he weighs one kilo and his eyes are too far apart. when i found him, he was also a little bald on top and was more rat than dog. i adore him. hes a mess.

Wednesday 23 February 2011

I LOVE SHUTTERS

i dont know why - but i do. there is a fabulous little restaurant in the old town square here where i drink strong coffee and smoke. Im sure i will write some of the lyrics for Almodovar whilst i sit right here. It is run by the most adorable people who treat me like a star and are very sweet about my bad french. they smile kindly as i tell them that in london i am a golden retriever and that i love to snow in the morning.

Tuesday 22 February 2011

TECH NIGHTMARE AND TIGERS

My demo rig has crashed - and in my cinema, the HDMI cable is buggered and ive got no audio on my DVD. so as amusing as it is watching nuns smoking crack pipes with a prostitute with no sound - id better wait. and to top it all, i seem to be wearing a purple jumpsuit and my head feels strange. i admit defeat - for now - and will resume manana.

Monday 21 February 2011

PREPARATION

I HAVE PREPARED THE STUDIO AND WRITING ROOM HERE IN FRANCE - GETTING READY TO CREATE

UPDATE - HAVE WIRED UP MY STUDIO AND DOING A TEST TONIGHT - 
AM SURE THERE WILL BE A GHOST IN THE MACHINE?

Thursday 17 February 2011

ALMODOVAR

HI ALL - PLEASE FOLLOW MY NEW MUSIC PROJECT "ALMODOVAR" STARTING MONDAY 28TH FEB. 6 AMODOVAR FILMS, 6 SONGS, 6 DAYS.
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SEE YOU THERE - X